Tuesday, 23 August 2016

Do you think you know me??

Existed in the unknown, even at all levels, but odd in some cases, blowing the winds of uncertainty, tearing apart the most caring part of instinct, renowned as extinct, but still in continuity of existence!
Known to all but unknown to ignorant.

With an improved world having trouble with the rubble, facing the crunch in the hunt of precious needs!

I may make you vulnerable for certain moments and you may be grounded after you lose such moment.
And you curse yourself for what you have done, but infact i am cursed to witness the scenes from beginning till the ending credits and sometimes even after that, where there is no you left in you!

You achieve a drastic speed to gain your precious needs and you fail to acquire those. Not because I don't want you to acquire those but maybe you aren't deserving.
You feel like life is colourless liquid and you are rafting in an uncertain expedition. Allowing you to discover the world you dream.

Again you slip from your setup, losing all hopes, deep down into the blue sea! Your eyes starts paying drops of rent.
Slowly accepting the situation, calming down you learn to float with those variable waves. In itself an achievement, of rising above sea and floating just below the sky.

Somehow managing to reach the shore and you discover a civilization. A place where you dreamt of spending your whole life. In few seconds mind starts projecting the whole movie of life. But somehwere in the back of mind you always have a fear of dark. Looking at an unknown face everything wipes out with just a smile on face. Again the dark night rises! You are not aware of my presence so near to you, watching your every move.

There rises the sun in east, spreading the ray of hope all over the world, making you feel the heat and inspire to move on, ahead and never rearwards.

An undefeating smile and you start rage against me !!


(Time)

Saturday, 13 August 2016

Coming Inside out...

"The convertibility of an activity into reduced proximity, creating a different form of zero gravity, engaging in complexity of functionality, expanding the contraction of capacity, transforming elements of productivity into source of positivity and energy...!"
(Hint: thing which we regularly do in an irregular manner and ignore it)
So high above the ground, still down to earth!!

Phew...well that is...ahh...wait!!

Once upon a time, I was just a workaholic-typical employee like a scheduled computer program.
Sunk in the routine regime of office to home and home to office.
Every morning looking at my reflection from a perception I found a new person who was totally different from the person who I am or you can say I was! Sometimes it stupefied me to admit that its my reflection, and no one else.
The reflection sometimes laughed on me, as if it literally made me feel that I was not what I was.

At the starting of the week, eagerly waiting for the weekend to come, wishing of strength to stand...it seemed like bonded labour, with no sharp tools or dust around me, but the only thing so close to my eyes for the tedious long week was the colourful LED screen on which Black & White numbers were dancing on spreadsheet with all typical green or red highlighting cells.

Then came this beautiful day, "TGIF: Thank God Its Friday!!" the label of my alarm, and the alarm buzzed so loudly at 5.30am but served me tranquillity.

So on this note to start with, something sparked in the wiring of my brain...(I was brushing my teeth) allowing me to think on my reflection, the laughter!! Like I was receiving some signals, but didn't knew what were they!! And all of a sudden i realized I was getting late, again back on racing track!

During the lunch time I was lost in the echoes of signals again. So the people around me felt I was mentally ill.

While coming back home, again I saw my reflection and I just realised that why my reflection was laughing at me!!

The only reason was, I lost my identity in my routine. Though the reflection was mine but I wasn't the reflection.

Then the expedition began! Finding "Me"!! Struggled to come out of the vacuum.

I decided to set myself a little off track and thought of discovering the undiscovered.

Then...

everything i witnessed was the single piece original ME!!

Converted my routine bag, increased the proximity of all connecting mediums, experienced the zero gravity, engaged into never done tasks before, expanded the contraction of my capacity...
and then I observed the ultimate beauty of mother nature.
The radiant colors of nature, brightness of sun, the freshness in the air, the soothing silence of bliss, the caring words of birds, the earth was without any illusions or pretensions, the water seemed calm and the greatness of mountains were egoless.

My reflections were form of channel, actually the "Mountains were calling Me!!"

On a day like today,
I learned to breathe...
Believed that I, not only existed but lived on this earth...now what so ever may come, I'll stand my ground and never back down!! Having no regrets of past actions, hoping nothing from future!!

Alive and awake!

(Processing O2)

Sunday, 7 August 2016

Ship of life...

Remember the day you were shredded by all odds around you?

Can u imagine dragons without flame throwing power?

Do you know who was the 1st person to wish you on your 18th birthday?

I am sure that person was eagerly waiting for your birthday treat confirmation late night😋

Those days of WWE fighting championship and you render an image of crowded stadium cheering for you, even if you are loosing!!

Those planning of flop plans😂

Ttmm bolke forcing someone to pay money of treat and then har ek ka hisab chukana...
There used to be always a con in a group😂

The day you owned a new cycle and you realised it was your biggest mistake! There was always a uninvited partner to share your assets!

Laughing so hard on a lame joke for a whole day, and it becomes your memory down the lane!

Being the best convincer to make you break your unrealistic vows and realize about the Oblivion fact that even you are human.

Always there around you, be it anything or everything!!
Be it your failure or success, a great experienced person next to was always there to guide you.

Imagine the days when you will cherish these days as you are remembering now!!

Everyday was a new window wide open for all new features of world but not without you!!

Happy friendship day😄😎😋😝😜👦