again

Are you here somewhere or are you nowhere?

I again had those list of memories,

Again those forgotten stories.

Again...and again...

Those false promises of meeting soon,

Soon to be one again....but when?

You were the world for me,

Like a starry night,

Where you made me realise how tiny I'm.

Now the presence of your absence makes the starry night more void.

Just because I came after you,

Again you made me feel that I'm more than you.

Those soothing effect of you being next to me,

And again I look for you.

Why did break me?

When you already know that I'm incomplete.

Why did you come?

When you had to go far away.

While leaving you wore a best smile,

As if nothing is gonna change,

Like you are there forever.

Again...I look for you...

Those broken dreams are scattered,

Again and again....

My wishlist never ends.

You said cry not for what was never yours,

Work with what you have and not could've.

But I had you,

Though you never told me how to come out of 'i had'

And yes you made me learn from what 'i had',

To what 'i have'.

Again those tears rolling down.

Why did you wiped those tears?

When you wanted me to cry.

Why did you draw those beautiful stories?

When everything was going to be erased.

Those false promises....again...

Those forgotten stories....

List of memories...

As if you are here somewhere in my ❤️ again.

In memory of my beloved grandfather,

Miss you Dada.

And for all the great souls who are shining bright in the starry night for you.